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Sunday, February 13, 2005

complications of a relationship.

starts beautifully...continues simply...ends tearfully~~~



she was badly scarred by her previous him.
hopes which were once diminished
seemed possible once again.
all because of a ray of light that shined into her life
the day she met him
he, who taught her whats love again
he, who showed her that happiness doesnt exist in vain
blissful

but it was true
moments of happiness doesnt last
the one she trusted fully.
the one she loved whole-heartedly.
had another she.
courage
strength
confidence
it was more than those
before she believed in him once more

again

happiness was truly in vain
months of laughter
months of bitterness
months of memories
went as quickly as it came

in his eyes
she was no longer the one he used to hold onto dearly
she was no longer the one he wanted to see everyday
her voice was not what he wished to hear daily
her touch was not what he yearned for every moment

she, the girl who was once cheerful
was slowly shoo-ed away from his life.
she, the girl who was once contented with life
was constantly being neglected
she, the girl who was once blissful
was slowly being pushed off the cliff by him
unknowingly

the fear
the bottomless void
the utter desolation
the abyss
conquers her now.

broken hearts.
broken dreams.
something that she's to experience
again

who can ease the pain in her
who can find the key he lost
who can show her that loving someone
is not as fearful as it seems now
to her...

take me with you
5:03 PM


Thoughts

Everytime your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
Cuz every time I see your face
Could it be that this will be the one that lasts?
The fear does start to erase every time
Oh could it be that this will be the one that lasts
For all my times


Her

elizabeth; TheRoyal
since 1987
meridian jc. ntu (spms)
ntu hall 8; khalanx
17june
Friendster

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